My Friend Nicole

So I did something bad last night. I scared a good friend and she may lose two of her dream jobs because of what I've done. And I absolutely have no idea how to make up for it.

Okay, here's the thing: I trolled her. Though that's normal to friends, mine resulted badly. I didn't know that she's quite sensitive to scary things so I sent her a link to a creepy Korean comic (just for you guys to know how extremely scary it is, I sent the link to a ton of guy friends and 95% of them had a mini heart attack. These boys, mind you, could kick ass) and she wouldn't go out of her room because of it. I was told by JV Collado, our common friend, very early this morning that she had work that night and she missed it. Strike one for me.

JV also told me that she has a shoot today and her eyes are all puffy and stuff and that she needed sleep. But how could she sleep if she was extremely terrified by what she saw? She might get scolded by her boss because of my fault. Strike two.

I feel really guilty. Nicole told me that it's not really my fault because I didn't know about it. JV said that I should stop worrying too much but how could I when I might have just jeopardized my friend's dreams? Nicole has so much passion for what she does and she's really good at them. Which is why I'd feel much worse than how I already feel if she'd lose them because of the bad joke I played on her.

And she's a really awesome friend too, you know. I'd like to share with y'all a funny story about her. So I was part of a musicale and I got to sing this cool and catchy song called Superboy and the Invisible Girl from the musicale Next to Normal and Nicole was so LSS-ed to the song... Well, to just one line, actually (she said that it's the only line she remembers from the song. You could bet that one line was very catchy). And on the day before her surfing competition, she told me that she'd be singing that one line over and over again while she's catching those waves. True enough, she did. She really sang that line from my song over and over again. And she won 2nd place (maybe the song was like a lucky charm of some sorts)! But this is the best part:

Competitor: Hey, what's the title of the song you're singing? You seemed pretty in to it.
Nicole: Uhm, Superboy and the Invisible Girl... :|
Competitor: By who?
Nicole: My friend Keren
Competitor: Oh! I've never heard of that band before! I'll look them up!
*Nicole walks away*

And from then on, we became a band. Would you believe that she managed to get over 200 people to like our band page in less than a day? If that's not dedication, then I don't know what is. :)  

I don't know how I could get her bosses to read this blog post but I truly, deeply, and sincerely hope that they won't lay her off. She loves her craft and she excels in them. And I'm sure they could see that.

Nicole, if you're reading this, I'm really sorry. I don't know what else to say to you but that. :(

This is my friend Nicole. She's a DJ, a model, an awesome surfer, and now she's starting her own clothing line!

No more trolling people with scary stuff for me. And I hope I won't lose a friend.

~Keren

A poem I've written some weeks ago..

So, I figured that I'd post this latest poem I've written. I don't know what you guys would say about it but I guess, I somehow need to 'vent', creatively. Do post your interpretations of the poem as they always intrigue me and I get to learn more about what I've written because of them.

Deflection

By KZBPascual

--These powers mine pen shalt now behold
were sorrows, delights, of a tale I ne'er told.
With this ink bright, through a quill, mine abode
now cometh to end, betwixt one lad and an oath.--

They raise their glass with much delight;

you come home as bright as the stars at night

like Hektor celebrated by his Troy,

he who defended  his city from Akhilleus's assault.

Even the victors would bow their heads down;

the demented would relinquish his frown

for a marvel now you are,

from the muds of the Undersight, you've arise.

Should I cross your path, condemned I would be

I, now one not worthy of your apathy.

What for was it that I paid with my hopes?

Ah! It was for the once shadow to be crowned with sun's gems.

O how Fate turned the wheel

for an audacious call to be given heed.

Truth  locked in mirrors, deflecting the seeking

of the masked one in his quandary.

Shame be yours, O young lad!

Glories you took, against my name you assailed.

Honor once mine you bequeathed;

my soul seized, envenomed, encaged—

free yourself from vanity, this travesty—

as this reflection here you see

is vindication of the spiteful mind.

-FIN-

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Last November, I have finished writing my first novel under NaNoWriMo, an international novel-writing event wherein entrants take on the challenge of writing and finishing an original novel with fifty thousand (50 000) words or more in thirty (30) days. In spite of the hectic schedule I have, I was lucky enough to have made it through. And it was one epic writing journey for me. (And I have yet to reward myself for winning!)


Throughout the novel-writing process, being a college student and a professional freelance writer made juggling between school work, work (I am a writer for one local writing company, and two international elite writing companies), extra-curricular work (theater, creative writing and a little modeling), personal life, social life, and all that jazz quite an arduous task. 


People I know have been asking me how in the world I am able to finish the long list of tasks I have in one day. Honestly, I don't even know the answer to that. Which is why a big part of me wishes to be like the characters I've written in my novel--Zac and Harper, also college students--who are both SO busy yet they are able to juggle through their everyday commitments as if they were just winging them. But coming to think of it, even if I've characterized both of them to mirror the workaholic me, I gave them something special and something unlimited--something that I do not have... at least, as of the moment.


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~kzbpascual


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Oh NaNoWriMo! (A Recantation of How I Survived and the Most Important Lesson I Learned From the Experience)

Last night, I have validated my NaNoWriMo novel which I have worked extra hard on last month. I must admit that it was something I never would have thought I would enter until my brother- and sister-by-bond have dragged me into this.

It was one of the wildest rides of my life, I must say. Just like ordinary one-month novelists, there were those days when I just bummed around in the middle of my novelling and not write because I was so tired due to schoolwork. And worse, there were those days when I feel like quitting. But hey! Who said that it was easy to write a novel with 50,000/+ words in less than or equal to thirty days?

Thankfully, I had lots of friends whom I have asked to write me messages of encouragement and because of that, I had thirty to read to kindle the fire back in my weakening novelist heart. It was a very helpful weapon I had against those voices in my head that were telling me to quit since my sibling-friends, the two have dragged me into this crazy experience, have already given up on their NaNoWriMo novels. But I still take my hats off to them, however, because they were able to bend my iron will. :))

I think it also helped that we made a deal months before NaNoWriMo that whomever does not make it to the finish line would have to buy the winners Venti drinks of the winners' choice from Starbucks. Though later on, just before NaNo started, we have upped it to a full Starbucks meal instead. (P.S. I am not advertising SB. LOLZ!) I, not liking the idea of spending heckalotta lunch money for them, was pushed to finish my novel.

Before NaNoWriMo proper began, I spent around two months preparing for the month-long event. I have looked for pictures--how my characters would look like; how their houses look like; their cars, and everything else I thought would help with their characterization. Apart from that, I have also been reading Chick-lit novels, as it was the genre to which the novel I was writing belongs, and surely, they have helped me when it comes to the structure, the language, and how the plot must unfold. One of the great modern-age writers from my country, Mr. Joachim Emilio Antonio, was surely right when he had written in my special notebook the following words:

Read. Read. Read.

Write. Write. Write.

In that order.

I did not say anything about editing yet.

But if I were to be asked to point out what the most important thing learned from the crazy NaNoWriMo experience was, I would say that it would be, aside from the overused 'do not give up' and 'just keep on writing' quote-unquote lessons, very important to have friends with you who would challenge you to go out of your comfort zone to achieve or be something or someone you never thought of having or being. Sure, it may sound as if you would allow them to push you around--I, admittedly, have an iron will and my friends always complain about how hard it is to even bend it; I am improving on it, though--but know that they would do so because they could not wait for you to get to the finish line and accomplish something spectacular. And trust me, they would be very happy to have been one of your cheerleaders. *wink*

P.S.
Another important lesson learned: have a bet with people you trust whenever you have a difficult task to accomplish and make sure that the stakes are high.

Until the next writing/blogging escapade!

~kzbpascual

My Novel In-Progress: Open Books

Ever since I downloaded this rich text editor software called WriteMonkey (no, I'm not advertising though I wish I am), I've been inspired to write my own novel. It's just going to be a practice novel for NaNoWriMo this coming November. Sadly though, I've been on a hiatus since the second week of May when I didn't feel like opening the laptop to write a new chapter (I write 1 chapter a day--1500+ words). Hopefully the writer in me would wake up already because my character, Luke Vanderhall, has been complaining already. 

A new poem.. after 4 months.. I guess.

Calloused and Bound

By KZBPascual

They raise their glass to much delight

now that you've come home as bright as the stars at night

like a hero celebrated by his people

after defending his city from the enemy's assault.

Even the wicked would bow their heads down;

the demented would relinquish his frown

for a wonder you now are,

from the muds of the undersight, you've arise.

Should I have crossed your path, condemned I would be

as I am no worthy of your apathy.

What for was it that I paid with my hopes?

Ah! It was for the once shadow to be crowned with sun's gems.

Look how fate turned the wheel

for an audacious call to be given heed.

                                                              -FIN-

Specific Qualities of Keren's "The Perfect Man". A MUST-READ FOR EVERY MAN

So yeah. These are the qualities, that I think, make up the perfect man (my ideal man). Comment, guys! :)

Oh, the qualities are not arranged in any order.

Physical (non-negotiable)
-Tall (at least 5'9")
-Broad shoulders
-Slightly muscled (just enough to say that he doesn't have bat wings and a beer belly; not a body builder, though)
-Skin color should be slightly near mine: olive (negotiable, as long as he's not pale-looking nor really dark)
-No facial hair (except, of course, for eye brows and eye lashes)
-High-bridged nose but nostrils shouldn't be unusually big
-Flat to slightly ab-ed torso
-No man boobs
-Good complexion
-Neat-looking hair
-Good set of teeth
-Long enough neck (normal length)
-Always smells good
-Good posture
-Walks in such a dignified way
-Handsome/pretty man (but he cannot be prettier than me)
-Dresses well

Character (non-negotiable)
-Smart and witty
-Humble but he will be the most proud of me
-Confident but not too much
-Has a strong faith in God
-Interested in my interests
-Brave (ready to protect me from anything/anyone)
-Gentlemanly
-Creative and he has original ideas
-Punctual
-Optimistic and open-minded
-Respects me and the people I love
-Mature
-Has a direction in life
-Dreams big and acts upon his dreams
-Loving of his parents and siblings
-Man of his word
-One-woman man
-Honest
-When he loves someone, he loves that someone with all his heart but he's still rational
-Trusts me fully
-Can make me laugh (of course)
-Can keep me good company (must!)
-Independent
-Diligent worker
-Patient
-Up for any challenge
-Has so much concern for those he loves
-Stands up for what is right
-Sporty (but not too much)
-Neat but not OC
-Manly
-Thoughtful
-Slightly possessive (enough to say that he knows what is his and that he wouldn't let anything unwanted happen to what is his)
-Responsible
-Has strong principles in life
-Virgin (TOTALLY NON-NEGOTIABLE)
-Kisses well
-Would cry real tears for me
-Chivalrous
-Appreciative
-Street smart

What he's not (TOTALLY NON-NEGOTIABLE)
-Drunkard (occassional drinking is, of course, is accepted)
-Smoker (very occassional smoking is forgivable)
-Selfish
-Party animal
-Womanizer
-Liar
-Obsessive
-Bad influence
-Demanding and hard to please
-Bummer
-Helpless
-Utilitarian (euphemistic term for "user") and gold-digger
-Spendthrift
-Boy
-Mama's boy
-Cheater
-Sweet talker
-Hurts me (physically and verbally)
-Gives up easily
-Hard-headed
-Fickle-minded
-Rude
-Dependent and a couch potato
-Judgmental
-Materialistic
-Complains frequently
-Makes a fuss out of small things
-Brat
-Curses a lot
-Has committed a crime
-Stick in the mud
-Obnoxious
-Narcissistic and vain
-Insensitive
-Psychopath
-Drug abuser
-Pretentious

Abilities (negotiable)
-Sings well
-Dances
-Draws or paints or photographs well
-Writes literature
-Plays any musical instrument (triangle not included)
-Talks well before a crowd
-Drives (non-negotiable)


So there. Abilities and physical preferences are subject to my bias but the characteristics and the 'what he's not' are the more important ones.

:)